Thursday, July 20, 2006

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ?!

K ... Im just shocked !! I .. I just couldnt believe what I've just read from the newspaper just now .. I actualy .. cant really accept the fact .. but anyway .. I guess I haf to admit under no choice.

What was the news ?? I came across this news . .and the latest world ranking for Malaysia football .. is actually .. 146 !!!! FREAKY !!!! What is this !? From the last post (May 21 2006) I actually blogged bout is around 128 !? And like 2 months time . .is actually drop till 146 !!! and in like 10 years time the rating from the 109 till 146 !! What is this !? I heard there is some parliment ppl start blasting hard at whoever is incharge of it .. and asking him/her to resigned .. and suggest pass to My Team that selected by Shelby Singh .. dun care is it true or not ..but anyway .. 30 years time the whoever it is actually do nothing other than making the Malaysia football world ranking drop and drop .. Yeah .. Better get themself outta the place and lets try some new ppl. I rather take the risk than seeing the ranking drop like no one business ..

146th .. man .. this is .. heartbreaking ..


:: Listening to - PlanetShakers : All Im Living For ::

Monday, July 17, 2006


my mouse :p
Benjamin_ET

My weapon of choice =)
Benjamin_ET

Update - 03

Anyway .. proud to say . and happily to say, finally I got my Nikon D70s .. is barely like few days old and I still exploring wif the camera .. I mean .. bringing myself from the normal end user Olympus all weather digital camera to the Nikon SLR stage .. there is alwiz lots to learn and so on .. But anyway .. I guess I would ask around if anything I not that sure of .. thanks Traveller for giving me kinda "long" tutorial b4 I get it eh .. reading from net and exploring one is surely much more easy to understand.

Blaa .. dad is flying to HK this coming Wed .. and wants me to stay more at home to just accompany my mom . would love to do so, but da prob is .. Wed -- Friday I got things on at nite, apart from Sat and Sun .. But I guess .. at least I haf to stay at home on Monday .. hmm .. so no plans for me on Monday then. Was actually planning to go watch Pirates .. but I guess haf to postponed it.

Tons of big day coming up .. urgh, dun even dare to see the schedule from now .. Anway .. hopping and looking fwd to good things to be happen =D


:: Listening - Planet Shakers : Phenomena ::


Sunday, July 16, 2006

Photograph

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red?
And what the hell is on Joey’s head?

And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin’ out

And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must’ve done it half a dozen times

I wonder if it’s too late
Should I go back and try to graduate?
Life’s better now than it was back then
If I was them, I wouldn’t let me in
Oh oh oh
Oh god I, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say it
Time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it
Time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Goodbye

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down


We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we’d know
We said someday we’d find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She’s had a couple of kids since then
I haven’t seen her since God knows when
Oh oh oh
Oh god I, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on the bedroom floor
It’s hard to say it
Time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it
Time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

I miss that town

I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it

If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say it
Time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it
Time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me...

Friday, July 14, 2006

Update - 02

yay !! Cherrie is back !! =P did I posted this before ?? hahaha . ah well .. nvm =P just post only. Met up with Cherrie last nite, right after the music practice, arrived at her house kinda late tho . around 11 ? Anyway .. couldnt get someoen else to yum cha wif me .. so I just call her since Im out.

I got my t.A.T.u CD all the way from Russia !!!! hahaha .. anyway .. Jan ~ If u reading this .. no worries =P ur Hillsong United still the 1st CD I got from other country =P. No worries .. I wont forget to post bout u darling =P .. hahaha ..

Anyway .. is a good album =D I just like it .. how bout the lyrics ?? Erm .. havent care bout it yet =P

:: Listening - t.A.T.u : Obezyanka Nol ::

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Update - 01

Thank God for everything .. hahah .. it was a really kinda tired week .. and days just passed that fast, yeah .. is really that fast, for the past week is been running in and out and up and down .. Getting headaches .. and getting sorethroat now .. urgh . No no .. I dint even stay up late for any WC match k .. But anyway, tonite is the WC final, so is either I sleep now and wake up later .. or I sleep when only end of the match.

Monday - 3.07.2006
Finally my maid left, I dun really like having a maid at home anyway, I dun even give order to ask my maid to do this and that, I just do it by myself, and practically I dint even talk to her much. So .. she left or not, is almost like nothing to me. I still carry on wif my daily life anyway

Thursday 06.07.2006
Huiyii gave me a call .. and asked me am I up for the plan that they goin to celebrate PeiWen's bday .. and I actually totally forget bout it .. and I guess I really dint pay much attention on previous CG whne they start discuss bout it ..

Not really feeling well .. and thought of not going at all .. and I told Lydia and Meiyii bout that .. but ended up .. I did turned up for a lil while around 9pm ? Which the thing actually starts at 6.30 or 7pm. Wif my terrible headache .. and dizzy-ness . .. I thought is good that I try to show up and at least a word of Happy Bday to PeiWen, afterall .. we are all in the same CG.

So .. HAPPY BDAY PEI WEN !!

Friday - 07.07.2006
When back home and notice there is a new maid .. and I really not happy wif it. Mom getting frustrated by teaching her .. and seems that she couldnt absorb anything AT ALL .. and mom told me that she only brought all the jeans along wif her, and there is no sign of the short pants .. the only response I gave is -- The purpose she in this country is for vacation or work ? Anyway .. the answer is been told in less than 24 hours time.

CG is alwiz where I love to be on most of my Friday nite, brought some cakes from Baker's Cottage again ... and Im not even a Baker's Cottage fans, is just like .. is passing by ? and easy parking that is for sure, if compare to other places. Well .. this week CG attendance got improve once again, from last week CG 8 person till today is like 10 ?? Is a good sign that the SS2 CG start growing eh ?

As usual .. the noisy CG and the crappy CG we are .. did a long sharing bout my past life till today the point which I stand. Nice fellowship .. and somehow, I actually missing the "milo ga dan" can I haf it again ?? haha ..

Saturday 08.07.06
Early in the morning, around 6am .. sudd I got woke up by some loud banging noise and someone is like screaming and crying .. jumped out from bed and realise is my new maid who does all those .. getting really pissed off ... and went straight to my parents room and get them deal wif that, coz I noe, once I got down .. she better be keep quiet if not I gonna say she is dead for waking me up esp when I having terrible headaches since Thursday .. and woke me up like that is actually causing my headache got worst ..

So .. in the end, she got send back to the agent .. Thank GOD !! She just cant stop crying and want to go back .. no comment bout it.


:: Listening - Planet shakers : Decade : Rain Down ::

Monday, July 03, 2006

Gloomy Sunday

No no .. I dun mean that my Sunday is gloomy .. I dun confess that my Sunday is gloomy yet I could happily tell u that I truly enjoy my every Sunday serving in the house of the Lord, rejoicing myself .. and worshipping even when Im in the PA site, the "quaratine" side, but nothing could stop me from worshipping and enjoying myself every single momeny.


No idea where I read bout the urband legend of the suicide song -- Gloomy Sunday. But anyway, I do read bout it and I clearly remembered, I really wonder is the news is true bout the suicide song, it seems to be famous and it seems that the song is really "kills" ppl ? So I google thru the net, and I really found some .. or should I say tons of stuff bout the song Gloomy Sunday. Read thru it .. feeling exciting. The next thing I do ... is google around to search for any source of the song, I believe that I still couldnt get the original Hungarian version, but I do get some English version which I dun think the tune of the song is that sad, till a stage that drives ppl crazy and making them draw a fullstop on their life. Anyway .. I do come thru an intrumental version of the song, and ... it really makes me feel sad for a moment ..

Once I get myself into some stuff, I would really do lots of research till I found something, the song is created in 1933, and the composer suicide in 1968, in 1951 the song has been banned thruout the Europe and world wide. Believing said that he is guilty on wat happen to the song he compose. So here I am gonna post bout some article that taken from the net bout the suicide song - Gloomy Sunday.

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In February of 1936, Budapest Police were investigating the suicide of a local shoemaker, Joseph Keller. The investigation showed that Keller had left a suicide note in which he quoted the lyrics of a recent popular song. The song was "Gloomy Sunday".

The fact that a man chose to quote the lyrics of a little-known song may not seem very strange. However, the fact that over the years, this song has been directly associated with the deaths of over 100 people is quite strange indeed.

Following the event described above, seventeen additional people took their own lives. In each case, "Gloomy Sunday" was closely connected with the circumstances surrounding the suicide.

Among those included are two people who shot themselves while listening to a gypsy band playing the tune. Several others drowned themselves in the Danube while clutching the sheet music of "Gloomy Sunday". One gentleman reportedly walked out of a nightclub and blew his brains out after having requested the band to play "The Suicide Song".

The adverse effect of "Gloomy Sunday" was becoming so great that the Budapest Police thought it best to ban the song. However, the suppression of "Gloomy Sunday" was not restricted to Budapest, nor was its seemingly evil effects. In Berlin, a young shopkeeper hung herself. Beneath her feet lay a copy of "Gloomy Sunday".

In New York, a pretty typist gassed herself leaving a request that "Gloomy Sunday" should be played at her funeral.

Many claim that broken romances are the true causes of these suicides. However, this is debatable. For instance, one man jumped to his death from a seventh story window followed by the wailing strains of "Gloomy Sunday". He was over 80 years old! In contrast to this, a 14 year old girl drowned herself while clutching a copy of "The Suicide Song".

Perhaps the strongest of all was the case of an errand boy in Rome, who, having heard a beggar humming the tune, parked his cycle, walked over to the beggar, gave him all his money, and then sought his death in the waters beneath a nearby bridge.

As the death toll climbed, the B.B.C. felt it necesssary to suppress the song, and the U.S. network quickly followed suit. A French station even brought in psychic experts to study the effects of "Gloomy Sunday" but had no effect on the ever climbing death rate.

The composer, Rezsô Seress, who in 1933 wrote "Gloomy Sunday", was as bewildered as the rest of the world. Although he wrote the song on the breakup of his own romance, he never dreamed of the results which would follow. However, as fate would have it, not even Seress could escape the song's strange effects.

At first he had a difficult time getting someone to publish the song. Quite frankly, no one would have anything to do with it. As one publisher stated, "It is not that the song is sad, there is a sort of terrible compelling despair about it. I don't think it would do anyone any good to hear a song like that."

However, time passed and Seress finally got his song published. Within the week "Gloomy Sunday" became a best seller, Seress contacted his ex-lover and made plans for a reunion. The next day the girl took her life through the use of poison. By her side was a piece of paper containing two words: "Gloomy Sunday".

When questioned as to just what he had in mind when he wrote the song, Seress replied, "I stand in the midst of this deadly success as an accused man. This fatal fame hurts me. I cried all of the disappointments of my heart into this song, and it seems that others with feelings like mine have found their own hurt in it."

As the months went by and the excitement died down, the B.B.C. agreed to release "Gloomy Sunday", but only as an instrumental. This version was later made into a record. A London policemen heard this particular arrangement being repeatedly and endlessly played in a nearby apartment. He considered this to be worthy of investigation. Upon entering the apartment, he found an automatic phonograph playing and replaying the tune. Next to it was a woman, dead from an overdose of barbiturates. It was this incident which prompted the B.B.C. to reimpose its ban on the song. To this day it has not been lifted.

As a final note, "Gloomy Sunday" was introduced to the U.S. market in 1936. However, getting it recorded was no easy matter. Bob Allen and members of the Hal Kemp band were the first to record "Gloomy Sunday" in the U.S. They were noticeably affected while making the record. It took twenty-one takes to turn out a record good enough to publish. Few people who have ever listened to the melody and lyrics fail to confess that it has a horribly depressing effect.

Finally, it is not surprising to note that Rezsô Seress, the composer of "Gloomy Sunday", committed suicide in 1968.

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